Chapter 12

And now we’re…..together?

As we descended the stairs, his hand broke its embrace with mine.  I wanted him to keep holding mine, but we didn’t want to seem weird in front of his parents.  With all of his hot guy posters, I’m sure they already knew he was gay, but I guess it was better not to take chances.

We entered the formal dining room.  It was large, again, just like the rest of the house.  Wood trim everywhere, plush carpet, expensive paintings and a giant chandelier.  All this for, um, pot roast?  Yep, that was dinner……pot roast!

Dinner was uneventful, we all chatted about school, swimming, what we did at the zoo, some of my theatre stuff, etc etc.  Now granted, I wasn’t an actor, I did a lot of backstage work, that was more fun – to me.

“Well, time to clean up!” his mom announced.  “Why don’t you boys go upstairs and relax or something.  We’ll take care of things down here.”  “I think that’s a great idea.  We’ll come back down and make some popcorn in a little while,” Matt said.  He was trying not to smirk at me, but doing a terrible job of it.  I was sort of embarrassed.  Why not just go and announce to his parents that we were going to get engaged.  Oh, wait….we weren’t there yet.

We both got up from the table and headed back to the hall and then started up the stairs again.  I could have sworn I overheard his mom say, “He’s such a flirt, that one.”  “Do you suppose they’re?”  And her voice trailed off.  “Hmm,” I thought.  Interesting family.

We ascended the stairs in silence.  At the top, Matt took my left hand in his and led me back to his room.  It was at the end of a long hallway on the second floor.  It seemed isolated from the rest of the home.  At the moment that he touched my hand, my heart skipped a beat.  I started feeling a small river of emotions spilling all over myself.  Soon, it was going to be a torrential downpour!

As I once again entered Matt’s room, but gaze settled immediately upon the window, and confirmed my previous suspicion.  He did have a toilet in his room!  It was on the opposite side of his room from his bed.  Close to the window, but of course, no one could see into the room at that angle, so it went un-noticed by outsiders.  I was always thinking of privacy issues…….too funny!

“I thought that’s what I had seen,” I said.  Matt turned to look at what I was looking at.  “Ah, yes.” he said.  “As you can tell by now, my parents are a bit eccentric.  It’s a long story, but they put it in when the house was built.  Crazy, huh?  I don’t use it for normal, um, toilet things.”  “Um, well, that’s cool.  I think toilets are cool.  I guess that if you did use it for, toilet things, it would be pretty convenient!”  I replied.

I recognized it immediately.  It was an American Standard elongated Cadet, just like mine at home.  It was beautiful and incredibly clean.  It had no seat or lid.  It was just bolted down to the floor and attached to its tank.  “Come check it out,” he beckoned me to walk with him over to it.  “You’ll see its perfectly clean.  I just flush it once a day just to change the water out.”  “Have you flushed it today?” I asked.  “Nope.”  My dick started hardening in my pants.  I wondered what the flush was like.  “Can I flush it for you?” I asked.  “Sure.”

We traded positions, and then he reached for the lever on the tank.  He was to the left of the toilet and I was in front of it.  I eyed his crotch and noticed a large bulge appearing.  “So it is true!”  I thought to myself.  Internally I started jumping up and down.  He was The One!  But how was all of this supposed to play out?  “Just as it should.” answered the toilets.  I smiled internally to myself.  Casey pushed the lever down.

As I touched the lever, a small jolt of energy zapped through my body, from my hand all the way down to my feet.  I kept my composure because I didn’t want Matt to know about my crazy toilet stuff.  The flush of his Cadet was incredible.  It was, in a word, perfect.  Maybe the most perfect flush I’d ever witnessed.  Of course, the unknown park-restroom toilet was still my favorite, because it too was just incredible.  But, this Cadet was unbelievable.  The gurgle at the end of the flush almost made me wet myself, but I held back.  After that, it was silent in the room, except for the tank refilling.  I looked over at Matt.  “Pretty cool, huh?” he asked.  “Yeah, nice toilet.  Seems to work really well.”  That was an understatement.

“Get you a bit excited did it?” he asked.  “Huh?”  He pointed to my beyond-obvious bulge in my shorts.  “Oh, yeah.  Excited to be around you.”  “Ah.” He replied

“So, we should talk.  Seems to me that some things have changed and we need to sort them out.”  He was being so serious.  I was almost worried.  He went over to his bed and sat down.  “Come over here,” he motioned to me.

I went over to his bed.  His bed!  I was going to his bed!  Geesh I was horrible……to think that….  Oh, stop!  He sat down on his bed, cross-legged.  I sat on the edge of the bed, to his left.

“So,” he started.  “What were you saying right before dinner?”  “You thought I was……”  “Um, really gay!” I joked to myself internally.

“Um, uh……kinda hot.”  I managed.   “Kinda?”  I couldn’t see his expression, as I was looking down at the floor.  He put his left hand on my right leg.  My heart skipped another beat.  My right hand slowly joined his hand on my leg.

I gathered my courage and I slowly looked up at him.  I wanted to start crying, I couldn’t believe this was happening!  My gaze went from his shorts to his shirt, up his neck to his face.  His pretty blue eyes, his tan skin, his beautiful blond hair……he was perfect.  I was having trouble from breaking out bawling.  “Matt,” I said, “I think you’re hot.  You’re the hottest boy in the entire school.”  Oh god, I said it.  I couldn’t believe it.

He said it.  I was the hottest boy in the entire school.  And even if the whole situation wasn’t like pre-planned or anything, I would have still wanted him as my boyfriend.  “You can’t lead him on any more.  But certain things have to wait.  Some of his desires will be fulfilled later.  And some of both of your desires will need to be fulfilled tonight.  If not, his heart will break and he will disappear from your life forever,” the toilets warned.  “OK, ok, ok!  I promise!  But it sounds like we’re not having sex tonight…..can you at least tell me that?”  “Correct, but nearly everything else is fair game.”  No sex, that’s too bad.  But it might be almost be better than sex since he’s so ‘needy’ right now. “And remember, he’s a virgin.  Never been kissed, never been touched by anyone else.”

“Here goes,” I thought.  My right hand joined my other hand on his leg.  “Casey, I think you are soooo cute.  I thought you were cute when you came up to me after that first Assembly.  You, I think, are the cutest boy in the entire school.”  I was looking right at him, right into his cute hazel eyes and adorable boyish face.  I could tell that he was having trouble keeping his composure.

“But what if he ever finds out about the toilet stuff?” I thought. “I can’t be getting off on toilets and getting off on him.  That’s a conflict, isn’t it?” I wondered.  Maybe I was never supposed to find Prince Charming.  It was just to be Porcelain Charming.  “Wait…..!” I thought.

What did he just say?  I was the cutest boy in the entire school?  He remembered the Assembly?  I lost control of myself and all of my shyness quickly departed.

“Matt, I really, really like you,” I looked into his eyes.  “I’ve wanted to be with you ever since I saw you at that Assembly.  It’s been really difficult just being your friend.  I was so happy that we could hang out alone today.  No fans, friends or paparazzi to deal with.  I’ve tried to drop some hints for the past few weeks, but I just didn’t know if you got them.”

“I’m sorry.  I’m so sorry that it’s been this way.  I really, really like you too.”  I knew he was at a breaking point.  Even though we had no emotional/intimate connection at this stage in the game (more on this later), I could feel his emotions somewhat as they were so powerful.  Or, at least, I could see what was coming because how his face looked and his hands shook.

“I want us to be together.  I want us to be boyfriends.”  I said.  As I said, “boyfriends”, I took his right hand and put his entire arm around me.  His face wrinkled up and I saw the start of the floodwaters.  He turned so that he could put his left arm around me.  I put my arms around his small upper body and he lowered his head.  With one sob, he buried his face in my right shoulder.  And then, he lost it completely.

Did he say “boyfriends?”  It was over for me now, I couldn’t hold back.  I was so overjoyed internally that I thought I would die of happiness.  I could barely notice him moving my hand and placing my arm around him.  I just went with the flow.  I turned my body toward his and put my other arm around his back.  He encircled me with his strong, smooth, swimmer arms.  The emotional river turned into a flood.  No, a hurricane.  No, a super typhoon.  I don’t know.  But I lost it.  I put my head down onto his right shoulder.  I pulled myself tighter into his strong chest, and I cried.  It was our first embrace.

He was crying.  Whimpering.  His whole body shook.  I had the cutest boy in all the school.  No, in all the world.  And he was in my arms.  He was so happy to be with me and he was crying his heart out into my shoulder.  Within seconds, my shirt was soaked.

And then it came, I knew he was going to say it, because that’s how emotional all of this was to him.  I knew that, in reality, I did really love him as well.  Otherwise, it would have probably been premature for a couple, especially at our age, at this point.  And of course, once he finds out that I’m not only the boy of his dreams, but also the toilet boy of his dreams, he’ll go overboard.

“Matt……..Matt, I love you Matt.  I want to be with you forever.”  It was barely audible through his tears.  My heart nearly broke when he said it.  And as much as I wanted to hold back, because of what he would eventually find out about me, I just let go.  “It’s OK, go for it.  Just no sex tonight,” the toilets reassured me.  And then, I lost it.

He started crying too.  “I love you too, Casey.  You’re the cutest boy in all the world, and you’re all mine.”  I wasn’t sure how he could love me as much as I loved him, but I didn’t care.  He put his face into my right shoulder as I brought my legs up to the bed.  He uncrossed his legs and gave me a gentle push, while still embracing me.  We landed with a soft thud on the bed, with him on top of me.  I pushed my legs all the way out as he finished doing the same.  Then I felt something new.  It was down in my crotch.  It was Matt himself.  His dick was getting hard, but not incredibly stiff yet.  And it was rubbing right against mine.  I gripped his body tighter to pull him closer to me.  His incredibly lean and strong, swimmer’s chest met my own thin torso though our clothing.  After a few minutes, our crying slowly died down to just a whimper now and again.  And I could feel us both breathing in and out as our bodies were locked together.  We both massaged each other’s backs with our hands and drifted off to sleep.

Just a few moments earlier, unbeknownst to us, his parents were came up the grand staircase.  They heard faint crying coming from Matt’s room.  “Well, he’s either breaking his heart,” his mom said.  “Or breaking him in.” finished his dad.  They looked at each other and laughed quietly.  “Speaking of breaking in….” said his mom.  She gave her husband a look and he got it immediately.  They both scurried off to their bedroom on the other side of the second floor and, well, got pretty busy after they closed the door behind them.

As I dreamed, I had a vision.  I saw a glimpse of the day of ‘The Event’, what was to happen that was to bring Casey and I closer together.    I asked the toilets if we could push up the schedule to around Christmas instead of the spring.  The answer was a resounding chorus of awesome gurgles.  I took that to be a yes.  I couldn’t wait to wake up and show Casey a few things…