Chapter 9:
Encounter at the
Park Restroom
And so Matt had had his first trip down the toilet, a far cry from my experimental sessions while my parents were on their ultra-long vacation. I spent a good amount of time per day with my toilet, studying it, hugging it and trying out new positions. All the while, I never dared as Matt did, I never sat down into the bowl. Sure, I sat on it with the seat up and stuff, but that was about it. Yeah, I was still kind of a wimp in certain areas!
One thing that definitely grew that summer was my sexual connection to toilets. Being in close contact with them and with your crotch being the main contact point in various embraces, the connection starts to form physically. Now, for most guys who might do this, it might be a temporary sexual thing, they’ll get off and that would be it. But, as I already had a strange, keen interest in toilets, the sexual part seemed to come along for the ride. In fact, my first sexual experience was actually with a toilet, not with a boy. That’s eventually what makes my relationship with Matt so special. It’s our different but similar experiences with toilets and how we got to the point where we met.
I also spent a lot of time playing that summer with my new favorite toy: myself! Since my dick had started to work and do things while playing with my toilet, I figured I would play around with it at other times too. I couldn’t specifically say that I was gay at this point in my life, but I definitely had an attraction to other boys. I had no interest in girls sexually or dating wise or otherwise. But, most people didn’t care about the gay thing, so it was cool.
Hanging out in my bedroom by myself, I would feel my dick up and down and see how long it would take to go from soft to fully hard. It really seemed to depend on how horny I could make myself. And I basically did that through my mind. I had such a wild imagination that I could come up with anything that was really hot and it wouldn’t be more than a few seconds before I would start to get hard.
Of course, being young, my dick didn’t really work. I never brought myself to full orgasm by myself at first. I couldn’t seem to do that, or actually, I didn’t know how because I had never done it. And since I had led a slightly sheltered life, I had never really been talked to about sex by my parents or friends or people at school. There was that whole thing about the birds and the bees, but that definitely didn’t make any connection with rubbing my dick and making myself feel good!
After a few weeks of playing with my toilet, playing with myself, doing those separately and apart, I was frustrated and somewhat bored. I felt like I should be getting to some new plateau of understanding about my dick and stuff. I could feel pleasure, a lot of it, but was there anything else? My dick seemed to serve no other purpose than that. Stuff came out of it when I actually went to the bathroom for relieving myself, but otherwise it didn’t do anything except get hard and feel really, really awesome.
I would find out right before my parents returned from their trip. And it changed quite a few things in my sexual universe.
Something that I did on a regular basis while my parents were gone was to go exploring in my neighborhood. Sometimes by bike, sometimes just by walking. Sometimes I would go to the park that wasn’t far away, and I would just lay out on the grass and enjoy the wonderful morning temperatures there before it got hot later in the day. I would lay under the trees for hours at a time, just dreaming. What was I dreaming about? Yeah, guess! Haha!
My parents would have not liked the idea that I was going out to this park alone, since I could have been taken by somebody or molested or something. Once my parents got back, I quit going to the park. And I never told them about much of what I did while they were gone that could have raised any ‘red flags’ with them.
But, this park was important and very special. It was where I had my first sexual experience. You see, I had never noticed that there was a small building that was sort of near the center of the park. Now, the park was enormous, so I could have definitely not noticed it on many trips there and it wouldn’t have been strange to not see it. As usual, being the explorer (or explorer wannabe) that I was, I went over to the building one morning. As I approached the building, I shuddered and got a weird vibe. “Hmm,” I thought. “Toilets?” I usually only got that vibe and shudder when I was having, or might be about to have some cool toilet experience.
The building was very plain, just a regular concrete block building that was gray, and it wasn’t really large. So I wasn’t sure if it was a maintenance building, a recreation room or maybe a power transformer station or something. There wasn’t anything on the side of the building that I was approaching, so I went around it. The side that wasn’t facing the sun had two doors. And as I looked at them, I shuddered again. The signs read “Men” and “Women”. Jackpot! A new restroom to explore with new toilets. I didn’t know how big of a jackpot I had won until I got inside.
The doors to the restrooms were closed, but not locked. I scanned the immediate area and the park in general. It was pretty deserted. I guess no one liked to come out to this park in the summer, and it was approaching the hottest part of the day, so people generally just went inside and stayed in their homes or offices during the hot portion. Not me! I opened the door to the men’s restroom and went inside.
I let the door close behind me. The restroom was lit by skylights and had recessed fluorescent lights for nighttime. And aside from the normal stuff, you know, a few sinks and a couple of urinals, this restroom was different. There were no regular ‘stalls’ for the toilets, there were actual individual small rooms with fully locking doors that went from ceiling to floor. I had really hit a jackpot here. I could be totally alone with one or all of these toilets! There were three rooms, and I chose the farthest one from the restroom’s main door. All the rooms were open, so I could tell that I was totally alone in here. I went into the farthest little room and closed and locked the door behind me. I turned around to look at the toilet and was in shock. It was a toilet that I had never seen before. And it was absolutely gorgeous. It looked like it had just been cleaned that morning, because there were still a lot of suds and bubbles in the bowl. It was perfectly white and had an elongated bowl. There was no tank, it was one of those pressure-valve type controls. “That’ll give me more time to experiment instead of waiting for tank refill!” I thought. I lifted the toilet’s seat, it was one of those commercial ones with the ‘open’ front, so I could see the toilet totally ‘naked’. There was no actual lid, just a seat. I looked deeper into the bowl now and saw that the bowl was not completely rounded. OK, well it was rounded since it was an oval, but the back was weird. There were two ‘squarish’ sections at the back of the bowl that started more square at the top and then blended down into the curvature of the bowl surface closer to the bottom of the bowl. I had never, ever seen anything like that before.
I wanted to see what the side of the toilet looked like, so I stepped to the right and bent down into a crouch. The room was big enough where I could see the toilet pretty easily from all angles, and there was a few feet of distance around the toilet. That helped in totally checking it out. As I looked at the toilet from the side, my heart skipped a beat. This toilet didn’t have a totally smooth surface like my Cadet, it had a pipe of some kind that stuck out from it, or was a part of it somehow. My mind did an immediate realization of what this meant. It was the pipe inside the toilet and it was how the water and waste were actually flushed down and sent into the drain. I shuddered, violently. A crazy vibe came over me as I made that realization. This toilet was absolutely incredible! And I hadn’t even heard or see it flush yet!
(Author note, if you are curious as to what this whole pipe thing looked like, the imagery that is used on this site, specifically the toilet image found in our pictures, is the one that Casey encounters in the park restroom. This toilet design is unique to a certain manufacturer that no longer produces this type of toilet. And, it is the most awesome toilet in the entire world. J)
I couldn’t wait to watch this toilet flush. I crouched down in front of the toilet and then pulled the flush handle. The water rushed into the bowl, but not too much faster than my Cadet at home. Normally, water would rush in like white-water rapids in these pressure-valve type toilets, because they had bigger pipes and could flush really fast and stuff. But not this one!
The water built up in the bowl, and I got to see a bit more of the toilet’s mouth as the bubbles subsided. It was a little bit shorter than my Cadet’s mouth and a bit more narrow. The sound of the rim jets in this toilet was different too, it started off loud, with a ‘swoosh’ sound and then quieted down in a few seconds. But then the flush was over. The rim jets shut off and that was it. The bowl water was swirling, but the toilet didn’t suck it down. I thought that was strange. Was it clogged? Wanting to find out, I flushed the toilet again. The previous flush had only lasted like five seconds. The water came up a bit higher this time from its already ‘full’ level in the bowl. And then I saw it, the whirlpool started to form in the center of the bowl. It started at the top and spread itself down into the mouth as the toilet started sucking. And then the rim jets shut off as I heard the valve make its little sucking sounds as it closed off from the toilet below. The toilet was incredibly quiet, I could actually hear the water rushing through the pipe in the back of the toilet, being sucked down. And then, the moment I was waiting for. The end of the suction and the gurgle. It was louder and more dirty and toilet-like than any other toilet I had ever heard before. As I heard it, my dick, which was already pretty hard, got harder and pressed outward against my underwear. I was totally overcome by this toilet, it was the most awesome toilet I had ever flushed in my life.
And thus I went crazy. The door was locked, so I could be myself. I got completely naked as fast as possible. Even the floor seemed pretty clean in this restroom, so I could just throw the clothes on the floor and not care. My feet felt the smooth, warm tile floor. I looked down at my dick, which was waving furiously back and forth with excitement.
I knew I had to try everything with this toilet. I got into Position One and wrapped my legs around the toilet. My ankles touched in the very back as I could wrap my feet around the suction pipe. I put my hands underneath the part of the suction pipe where it met the front of the bowl, and it was mostly smooth except for some little ‘ridges’. They were also smooth, and I would remember them fully from this incredible experience with this toilet. I pulled my chest in close to the toilet’s bowl and the toilet fit me like a glove. I couldn’t believe it! It was actually better than my Cadet! I was now, literally, falling in love with this toilet. There was no name for it though. No stamp or logo anywhere to be found! I would label it as the un-named white incredible toilet in years to come.
I looked into the bowl and got a good look at the toilet’s mouth, I got scared for a moment. It didn’t ‘smile’ like my Cadet. Not that it was ‘frowning’, but it had less of a curve at the front of its mouth than my Cadet and therefore it looked different. It almost looked a bit intimidating, sort of saying “I’m not a toilet to be messed around with, I mean business.” And with how this toilet flushed, and specifically how it sounded when it flushed and gurgled, I wasn’t going to disagree. This toilet always gave me a crazy vibe when I would think about it, just knowing how awesome its suction and flush were. As I got ready to pull the handle and flush it, I shuddered and held the toilet tight to my chest so it could feel the shudder too.
I pulled the handle and this new, awesome toilet, came alive. I could see there was huge burst of water that came from the jet at the bottom of the bowl. Huge air bubbles came up through the water as the flush got underway. After sucking down a bowlful of water, this toilet didn’t refill the bowl at all, so it would start from a very low water line. That could be why it took two cycles to actually get it to flush and suck everything down. I wasn’t complaining though!
The bowl filled with water fairly quick at first, and then tried to start sucking, but just couldn’t do it before the flush valve closed. The water definitely spun around in the bowl, getting ready to be sucked down, but not quite yet. The bowl felt silent again, and I reached for the flush handle again. I started the second flush of my new favorite toilet. I moved my left hand from the handle to below the toilet’s mouth on the outside of the toilet, mimicking the spot where my right hand already was. The water started to rise again, but couldn’t go too high without either overflowing the bowl, or starting the suction action. The water began spinning in the bowl and I saw the depression forming in the center. The water was pretty high up in the bowl now, maybe an inch from the bottom of the rim. The rim jets got quieter as the few seconds of the flush went by, and then the flush valve cut off and I could hear the little sucking sounds from the rim jets. The depression had deepened and I could see right down and into the mouth of the bowl. All was silent except hearing the water rushing through the toilet’s ‘throat’ (as I started calling it, now that I could see it!). I held the toilet tight to me as I caressed its mouth with my fingers. I just loved those little ridges under the mouth!
This perfect white toilet was swiftly sucking down all the water in its bowl, and, then it was all over. As the water went down and met the mouth, the siphon broke as the toilet gurgled loud and clear. The other awesome thing (and that had me rock hard) about this toilet was that its gurgle was really, really deep. The bowl had these contours that created a sound chamber like no other. I just wanted to sit here all day and flush. And I almost did!
I had really gotten ‘attached’ to this toilet very quickly. It was a completely crazy experience. I had felt more sexual feelings and bonded more closely with this new unknown toilet than I had for several years with my regular Cadet at home. And it was all because of the design of this toilet, getting to see the route of the flush, the deep, ‘dirty’ and erotic sound of its flush, suck and gurgle……it all became such a turn-on so quickly.
I spent what seemed like many hours, but probably was more like just one hour, really getting to know this toilet. No one ever came into the restroom. I was so happy for that, but also a bit scared. Even though these ‘stalls’ were actually small rooms, I still wanted complete privacy with no one in the restroom besides myself. I tried all kinds of new positions, mainly wrapping my body around the toilet at different angles and from different sides. This toilet was set out from the wall more than other toilets, so I had a lot of flexibility in finding new positions.
I watched it flush and suck down many wads of toilet paper and those paper safety things you’re supposed to put on the seat. Who really does that anyways? And do they really protect you from anything? Who knows! This unknown, unnamed, unbranded toilet was just incredible. And the dual flush thing made for some amazing suction action. The first flush wouldn’t do that much, except for get everything totally wet and off the sides of the bowl. The second flush almost immediately would start the suction, and this toilet loved to suck. Damn, it was just incredible. There were a few times that I thought I had put too much paper and stuff in the bowl, but my new favorite toilet would eagerly swish and suck everything down.
And so, I had an idea. I was sick of watching all of this from the outside. You could only learn so much by just seeing. I decided I wanted to feel the toilet flush. I had never attempted what I was about to do with my Cadet, but you can be sure that I did it many times after I got home!
I stood up and raised the toilet seat. I turned around and slowly lowered myself down onto the toilet bowl rim. I felt the porcelain, warm from the summer heat, on my smooth young butt. I pulled my legs in tight to the front of the bowl and rested my hands for support behind me on the bowl rim. I slowly moved backward and lowered my butt down into the toilet bowl. Boy, those were the days when I could fit myself into a toilet bowl, it was awesome!
I was a little bit scared, but yet happy. This was my new favorite toilet, and as much as I wanted to experience getting flushed down it, I knew it was impossible. So, I was scared, but for probably the newness of it all. I lowered myself down until my butt touched the water in the bowl. And that was going down pretty deep since there wasn’t much water in the bowl after a flush, and the valve-thinggy didn’t refill the bowl all that much.
The cool water on my butt felt good, kind of inviting in a way. I wanted to find out so badly what a toilet felt like while flushing. I wasted no time in pulling the flush handle behind me and finding out. I steadied myself with my left hand and flushed the toilet. The water instantly rose up, covering a few inches of my butt as the rim jets sent water splashing down into the bowl. I was totally filled with new sensations. It was kind of like sitting in a miniature jacuzzi, but then again it was my new favorite toilet and so it was even better. The swishing action on my totally smooth butt was incredible, my dick and balls were almost totally submerged in the water and I was rock-hard. Like I wouldn’t have been hard to start with?! The flush cycle ended, I waited a few seconds, and then I pulled the handle again to get the toilet sucking.
Now, the water was swirling. The swish action on my butt and genitals was overwhelming. I was feeling pain down there for some reason. Maybe it was because it was a sexual overload and I had been hard for so long? I don’t know. The flush valve cut off and the toilet was now sucking the water out of the bowl. I could actually feel the center of the water swirling centered on my butt, my butt hole actually. I felt the water sensations disappear from my butt, and two seconds later, the toilet gurgled with me hanging partially in its bowl. It was loud, slightly muffled, had a bit more echo, and was dirty and erotic like I had never heard before. I was in heaven, pure bliss. I wanted to just unbolt this toilet, pick it up and take it home. I never wanted to leave this restroom.
Instead, I continued to experiment. And the day, and the experience, got hotter. After hearing the gurgle and my mind and emotions racing for a few moments, I sat down all the way into the bowl. Oh my god, it was like it was built for my butt. My butt nestled down right over the toilet’s mouth, with my back resting on those squared off things in the back of the bowl and the bowl rim. My legs were bent just over the bowl rim. This was too cool!! I wonder what it would feel like to have my whole midsection ‘flushed’?
After I pulled the handle, the rush was incredible. The water had gotten a bit colder as it was coming out of the deeper ground now and not just surface pipes. So it was actually a bit chilly at first, that was kind of a shock to my body. The rim jets zapped my legs with water as the bowl filled up and my whole midsection was submerged underwater. Just the sight and sensations of all of this were making me beyond horny. I wonder if I was going to have some kind of sexual experience here? My parents had told me bits about sex and stuff in very general terms. It didn’t really help since I had no interest in girls, of course they didn’t know that. I wondered if my dick would actually do something other than just get hard and feel really good?
The flush subsided as the valve closed off. I sat there in the toilet bowl for a minute, just taking in this whole experience. I wanted to feel the suction action, up close and personal. I flushed the toilet again, and the water level rose in the bowl, nearly to the rim. And then I felt it: suction. It was coming from right under my butt. The toilet’s mouth was sucking down the water. I closed my eyes as the water continued to swish my body in the bowl. The swirling water started really dropping down in the bowl. The suction on my butt was strong, but it didn’t pull my dick or balls into the mouth because they were actually closer to the front of the bowl and were wedged against the surface of the bowl. I felt the water disappear down my legs, chest and …………I seriously thought I was going to have some kind of sexual ‘event’. The toilet gurgled, right at my butt. It was so deep and dirty sounding, my hands moved down the outside of the bowl and massaged the outside of the mouth in delight. I wanted to share my ecstasy with the toilet.
That was about, I’d say…….Cloud Seven. I think I flushed the toilet while fully sitting down in the bowl like 10 or 15 times. It was just fucking incredible. Next, I pulled myself out of the bowl a bit so I could feel something other than the water going down: toilet paper and those seat covers. It’s probably one of the most erotic things you can have done to your butt (other than massage, frottage, rimming or fucking): feeling the swishing action of wet toilet paper getting swirled around in a toilet bowl and being sucked down right from under you. It’s like putting my dick on automatic. After this day, and when my dick actually did ‘work’, I could sit down in my toilet at home, flush, and it would usually trigger an orgasm within minutes. But I’m getting ahead of myself.
I used up, I think, most of the toilet paper and seat covers in that stall/room. I knew I would have lots more fun with my Cadet at home and try these new things out on it. I sat in the bowl from different positions, angles and depths, all the while getting a wonderful butt and genital massage from the toilet. When I had nearly exhausted the toilet paper, I had the toilet flush and suck down another bowlful of water to clean my butt of any paper remnants that might have been sticking to it. (Toilet paper shreds up easily in water and I was getting little bits of it on my butt after a few flushes.) After my butt was clean, I got up from the toilet and sat back down in front of it and wrapped my body around it. The toilet’s mouth gazed back at me with its odd look.
I was thinking that I was gonna be done for the day pretty quick, because I should probably go home and not be here all alone, but I also didn’t really care. I had these two voices always battling in my head. It sucked. Anyways, as I was staring at the toilet’s mouth, I thought of one more position I hadn’t tried. I could try to hug the toilet from the top of it!
I gave myself a rest for a few minutes as I tried to figure out this new position. My dick and whole groin area were really in pain right now and I wasn’t sure why. I figured I would let them all relax for a bit. Once I had gone soft and was feeling fairly ‘normal’ again, I stepped over the toilet so I was straddling it, with my butt facing the flush handle. The flush device was connected the bowl much farther back from where the seat hinges were connected. I wondered if I could sit down right there? I sat my butt down on the smooth porcelain, with the flush handle pressed against my back. But it was pretty tight from front to back, I needed a way to deal with my dick. Maybe underneath?
I have never been able to do this position since that day. Well, for a while at least! And, in real life, I’ve truly never been able to achieve this position since I did it many, many years ago. And what a position!
I raised the seat, and it gave me more clearance under it as the seat swung under it. I pushed my semi-soft dick under it and pushed my dick as far forward as I could. I then lowered the seat down and my dick started hardening. It was painful since I was putting it a bigger angle than it should have been compared to my chest. So, I laid down onto the toilet seat, with my head nestled just past the ‘open’ part of the seat. I could look down into the bowl and see the mouth from reverse, and it still had that odd look.
My feet had some fun in this position, I felt the toilet’s throat from the outside, going up and down the back of the toilet, exploring all the new curves. And then, I just hooked them into the little crevice from where the throat went up and then came back down again. And then it was turn for my hands. I traced from my feet, down and forward to the toilet’s mouth on the sides of the bowl. I felt the little ridges under it and smiled. A warm feeling started welling up inside me. And my groin area started aching again. I then moved my hands to clasp them under the front of the bowl. And so I was really connected with the toilet now, totally wrapped around it, touching it and with my dick under the seat and the crack of my butt nestled against the big flush valve pipe thing at the back of the toilet.
It was time to flush. I pulled my right hand away from the front of the bowl and felt for the flush handle. Fingering the smooth metal handle, I anticipated the flush of my new favorite toilet. As pulled the handle down, the toilet roared to life. Since I was completely suspended by the toilet, I felt absolutely everything. My chest got splashed a little bit from the flush below, and I was totally cool with that! I started getting a bit light-headed, as my position was probably not good for maintaining proper circulation. My groin was getting to be really painful and my dick felt really big under the seat. Granted, it was still small compared with my adult dick, so it wasn’t in danger of being smashed or crushed by the seat. Again, that’s why I can’t do this position these days, even if I had the right toilet!
The flush ended as the valve shut off, and I couldn’t wait to get the toilet sucking! Wasting no time, I pulled the handle again, and then returned my hand to the front of the toilet, under the bowl. I then squeezed the whole toilet with my body as it got started sucking. I was really feeling light-headed, or dizzy, or something now. My dick hurt, my balls hurt, my groin hurt. I felt all weird and warm. And then, a new sensation came to me: some kind of build-up in my dick and balls. Like they were going to explode or something totally bizarre was going to happen. There wasn’t any additional pain, but I felt this build-up or ‘something’ and my dick was swelling. And, at the same time, the flush valve had cut off and the toilet was in total suck mode. I had lost track of time, and almost lost track of the flush, as my lightheadedness, dizziness, pain and sexual build-up continued. I had felt the powerful water being forced into the toilet by the flush valve, and the sensations on my butt had been incredible, like a vibrating massage thingy. The sensations of the water rushing through the toilet, whether through the rim jets or, now, with the water being sucked down and going right past my feet, had put me into some new state of euphoria.
And then it all crashed. Or exploded. Or imploded. The toilet gurgled. It was the ‘best’ gurgle of the day, my body muffled it, but I could FEEL it through my body’s physical connection with the toilet.
I hadn’t dared make a sound that day, other than flushing this toilet a billion times. That was probably sound enough. But what happened next would have definitely been loud if I had been in a more private setting.
Pain shot through my dick and balls and groin area like lighting bolts, as my entire groin/sexual ‘system’ exploded. I could feel a twitching sensation coming from down back there that I had never felt before. It was uncontrollable, I couldn’t stop it. I couldn’t cry out from the pain, so I whimpered softly. All the while, I was squeezing the toilet tightly. Tighter than ever in fact. As the twitching sensation and the ‘explosion’ continued, I felt something else other than pain. It was another brand-new sensation. When I had rubbed my dick in the past, or when it became hard, it felt good. But this feeling was like a mountain of good. Some weird state of euphoria, pleasure beyond belief. And, release. Release of all my stress and worries for the moment.
It all happened so quickly, but yet also so slowly. The twitching subsided, and so did the pain. There was some residual pain, but it wasn’t that bad as the whole experience. And something else that was new, I was totally exhausted. After being on a huge pleasure and energy high, I was now still on a pleasure rush, but I had no energy. My eyes apparently had closed sometime during this whole experience, and so I let them stay that way while I recuperated for a moment.
Moments, actually more like 10 minutes, went by. I slowly released my grip on the toilet below me. I pulled myself up to a sitting position, and went to grab the seat when I noticed my dick had shrunk and I could easily pull it out from under the toilet seat. As I touched my dick, it was INCREDIBLY sensitive. But yet, it didn’t get hard when I touched it or even had any interest in getting hard. I got up from my sitting position slowly to search for any kind of ‘explosion material’ under the seat or in the bowl.
None was to be found.
It would take me a day or two to reconcile this whole thing, to figure out what had happened. As for the why? I couldn’t figure that one out either for a while.
After putting my clothes back on slowly and getting ready to leave this place, I knelt down in front of the toilet and put my right hand on the side of its mouth and fingered it and the little ridges under it. My left hand flushed the toilet, twice, and I watched it flush, suck and gurgle. My left hand explored the outside of the throat and mouth during the suck-down. I smirked at the toilet and the toilet made its odd look back to me. I knew I wanted to play more with this toilet, but I would not get another chance. At least, for a damn long time.
This section mimicked a very similar experience I had, with a very similar toilet many years ago. I, like Matt, had started with a Cadet. But it was this new, unknown toilet that had truly taken me into another world. I had my first orgasm with that toilet, and it cemented my interest in toilets as erotic objects from that point forward. And that toilet in particular, can get me hard and get me off faster than any other on the planet. Yeah, it may sound fucked up, but it’s really awesome.
As I left the restroom, there was still no one around amazingly. In hindsight, I wished I could have taken pictures of that toilet to remember it. But at least I had a photographic memory, that helped with future masturbation sessions. And it was during one of those, that my dick actually worked correctly and spewed out my first load of cum a few weeks later. Boy, that was a summer full of new discoveries!